Tired and Cold
Hello Everyone,
It’s almost winter and time for the busy holidays. If anyone is traveling during this holiday season, hope you have a safe and wonderful trip. I know this is the time to be spending with family and to be thankful for everything you may have. I am clearly thankful for the family, friends, and everything I may have. I am so blessed to be living the life that I’m currently in. I wouldn’t want to change it for anything. At this point in my life, I believe it can only get better. 
Now, that we’re quickly approaching winter, I’ve been noticing how extrmely cold and tired I’ve been lately. I’m usually not like that at all, ask anyone who’s known me for awhile. I’m usually pretty energetic and the cold weather does not bother me one bit. For some crazy reason thats starting to change. Not sure if its because of the way time has changed, or its because of these stem cells. I’ve noticed certain things in my everday life that has changed since returning from China. It’s possible, but I’m not sure. And not sure if I’ll ever know exactly what it si though.
Last year, I was able to go to bed around midnight or alter, and wake up at 5:45am with no big deal. I had a pretty rigorous schedule and had tons of homework. This year I took a step back from that kind of course work, but now not being able to wake up on time. I regularly sleep at 11pm and can’t even wake up by 6am if I’m lucky. It’s been so weird. I have just been so tired all the time it seeems like. People don’t always realize how exhausted I amy be, but its totally different and I’m definitely not sued to it. Whenever I don’t have any type of practice after school, I usually come home and take a few hour nap. I have to do that now, since it seems like I don’t even have the energy to complete mmy homework. It’s kinda weird, and not sure exactly what’s causing this.
Also, I said before that the cold doesn’t bother me, but now I’m cold all the time. It doesn’t matter how warm try to be or how many layers of clothing I wear. It’s like nothign seems to help. I live here in Fresno, CA and its only about 50-60 degrees farenheit and its like I’m freeezing all th etime. It’s pretty ridiculos, if you ask me. For example, this time last year I would we3ar a light sweater and an undershirt. Now, I have to wear an under shirt, long sleeve, and jacket. I don’t even like wearing jackets, but at least its an attempt to try to keep myself warm. It’s so weird. I have to wear just as many layers when I go to bed at night, despite havign the heater on in our house.
All of this happened, and I have no idea why. I’m not sure if thsi just happens to people over time, because people change over awhile. I don’t know if this could be from stem cells or what. It’s a mystery to me, but it doesn’t bother me at all. I just find it kinda weird and semi interesting I guess. It doesn’t matter to me if this is a reaction from the stem cells or something, because the main purpose is to have my vison back to its full restoration and I believe it will happen. I full confidence and faith that I will restore my vsion. I’m not going to let anyone try to convince me that I’m wrong, because I know I’m not. I just have to have faith and believe.
Well on that note, I hope everyone gets a lot of rest during this holiday season. Also, try to stay as warm as possible no matter where you may be from.
Will post later when I get the chance.
-Michell
Add comment November 20th, 2009
